Conscience

I want to get away from here
It really hasn't been my year
I wasted the best version of myself on you
Can't get out of this routine - sleeping in till 2

Broke my back just to hold you up
And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
I want to disappear but not stop living
Take a few years, start a new beginning

I wonder how you feel
Is your conscience still light?
Or does it eat up at you every single night?
And I should have known, you never really felt right
But it doesn't stop me thinking 'bout how you held me so tight
Broke my back just to hold you up
And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
I want to disappear but not stop living
Take a few years, start a new beginning
I wonder how you feel
Is your conscience still light?