Reasons to Leave

4 years slipped right through my fingers
Cause in my memory
You faded fast
We faded too fast

But I don't care
I don't care
You could be anywhere without me
And nothing's been the same without you

We were 3 years ago
And I still see you around somedays
You're not quite how I remember
It must be all the sleepless nights and alcohol

'You looked tired, you look worn out.'
'Ive been so unwell for so long now
And I honestly don't know when things will get better.'
Do things ever get better?

She looked at me and said:
'Baby please, I feel like you're leaving me.'
With sweaty palms I smiled
And looked her straight in the eyes
'Darling, it'll be okay, everyone leaves eventually.'
Eventually

9 months on and I still feel exactly
how I did that night in your bedroom
Sitting by the window
Sharing a cigarette
And thinking about leaving