think about u

I don't wanna think about you no more no more no more
I don't wanna dream about us no more no more no more

I don't wanna think about you no more no more no more
I don't wanna dream about us no more no more no more
I been looking for a better place
We never belonged anyway
Why did I think you would be an escape
From myself yeah
From myself yeah

Why you always coming at me with a bunch of
shit that I don't wanna talk about right now
Why you always yelling at me as if we're
not standing on a sinking ship we're going down
I suppose we're falling
Like leaves crunch and it's autumn
My knees buckle and bottom
Out I'm tripping in coffins
I'm Poppin pills like I'm Marilyn
I know you want me there again
I lost myself inside a pen
But I don't really care for him

I don't really like the person I've turned into
But I know I hate myself more when I'm with you

I don't wanna think about you no more no more no more
I don't wanna dream about us no more no more no more
I been looking for a better place
We never belonged anyway
Why did I think you would be an escape
From myself yeah
From myself yeah

It's taken a while to realize
That I'm not always the good guy
I lost myself in white lies
I'm no saint I turn a blind eye
To things that I don't wanna deal with
Shed my skin to look appealing
Can't escape I break the ceiling
Corner me you'll see my demons
Girl you know I got my secrets
I don't wanna live with regrets
Soul is burning like a Phoenix
But I'll admit I like the feeling

I don't really like the person I've turned into
But I know I hate myself more when I'm with you

I don't wanna think about you no more no more no more
I don't wanna dream about us no more no more no more
I been looking for a better place
We never belonged anyway
Why did I think you would be an escape
From myself yeah
From myself yeah