everything is miserable & i am brooding alone in my dark dark room

[00:15.03] Do you see people as colors too?
[00:20.58] I'm more of a cyan and you're more of a
[00:25.88] 2020 vision turns to grayscale cynicism
[00:31.01] Trading friends for inhibition hits too close to me
[00:36.65] Is this boredom or is it apathy
[00:40.50] Grey cloudy skies will take over the night
[00:44.78] I wonder how much longer that I can stand this hell
[00:51.67] Razor behavior, an eye for an eye
[00:55.88] I'm a parasite, look me in the eye
[01:01.38] And tell me everything is gonna be alright
[01:07.64] Why oh why
[01:10.50] Does everyone I love wanna die?
[01:14.44] Why oh why
[01:21.50] Does everyone I love make me cry?
[01:30.42] Why oh why
[01:35.43] I get that life's hard and they say it gets harder
[01:40.94] So I'll just live out of spite
[01:43.65] I'd rather die as a martyr
[01:46.72] To the system that's fucked
[01:49.17] Me more than anyone else has
[01:52.28] Maybe if I give up, maybe I'd be less of a drag
[02:04.17] Please call me more on the phone
[02:06.80] I'm sick of being alone
[02:08.08] Another night in this bed I'd rather comatose
[02:10.96] I'm getting tired of sleeping
[02:12.59] I'm getting tired of breathing
[02:13.84] I'm getting tired of being myself
[02:16.23] MYSELF
[02:22.93] (When will this all end?)
[02:27.96]
[02:39.38] Why oh why
[02:42.27] Does everyone does everyone
[02:45.75] Why oh why
[02:52.57] Why oh why
[02:55.25] Does everyone I love wanna die?
[02:59.45] Why oh why
[03:02.31] Does everyone I love wanna die?
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