Majin

I been in my head so much
I got a feelin that its scaring them
And I dont wanna push the fam away
But I keep on lying to the mirror and
I just reflect on who's in the reflection
And ask if I'm ever gonna care enough
Sometimes wish I could split in two like Majin Buu
Then whoop my own ass for staring tough

Finally them visions made me hungry still the stakes is big as shit
So I let my thoughts marinate trying to be the biggest in the country
But with the most drip sauce is on Georgia aquarium aint worried
I figured them figures figure themselves out but for now
Focusing on the characters talkin about words that I'm typing
And also the ones that decide if who I am has merit
I always just talk my shit straight nigga I dont even think I got a accent
Still over you like Spanish alphabet hotel balcony or mountain cliff
They don't even matter shit I'm an alchemist
Every pen I touch turn gold right after it
I was in a shelter on a mattress asking god for help
And I had barely believed in life after
This for the ones that got struggles who down on they luck
But their confidence nuts so they dont give a fuck
Like these problems not even this deep I'm just stuck
Got my feet in the mud all I need to get up
Is a squeeze of the blunt and to reach what I want
And to reasonably fuck up people seeking blood
Wouldn't even be the first to cut through scrubs in scrubs
No degrees fire surgeon with the swisher gutting

I been in my head so much
I got a feelin that its scaring them
And I dont wanna push the fam away
But I keep on lying to the mirror and
I just reflect on who's in the reflection
And ask if I'm ever gonna care enough
Sometimes wish I could split in two like Majin Buu
Then whoop my own ass for staring tough

I feel like Thanos I'm snapping on them
Way more then half of y'all getting dusted
Not even mad that they sleeping on me
Heard my dreams got alarmed now they waking up and
Bitch you can think that I'm whiling fuck critics no lie
Fuck a label and mainstream appeal I aint signing
Fuck conscious shit yes bitch I glorify violence
Where I'm from we rush to cheer when see fighting
I aint say crime was right all I'm saying is watch what you say
Lil nigga might not care about your life
Give a fuck about your kids and your wife
Don't get paid they're going to ride on his ass
Like a BMX bike because they're too tired
Of not bein providers leaving pedals right beside R-I-P signs
That's why a nigga got to stay down on my grind
Shit stays on my mind look inside you will find that I'm
Different from all of the rest dad stares like I dont get you
Got hella magazines for all of his issues
Manga centerfolds and guns with a whole clip-full
Semis kill I'm not even semi-skilled with a pistol
With mono uchi a neurologist with scissors
Precision cut the check and share with my villains
You goons I might send you on suicide missions
Like go your objective's to terminate glyphic

I been in my head so much
I got a feelin that its scaring them
And I dont wanna push the fam away
But I keep on lying to the mirror and
I just reflect on who's in the reflection
And ask if I'm ever gonna care enough
Sometimes wish I could split in two like Majin Buu
Then whoop my own ass for staring tough

And I don't got to get on beats and spit the best
I only wrote this because I'm relieving stress
If not woulda ended my life with a tech
And if thats red card then I'll body the ref
Fuck this game I'm only playin for checks
Skinny as fuck hooded up now I'm death
Just because I kill the grass with every step
Hit it one breath till there aint nothin left
Emotions are temporary is what I'm sayin
You let them control you they'll drive you insane
So I don't give fuck if you forget the pain
Arts eternal just listen to these paintings
Raised around Atlanta but I'm born in Macon
Just the other day had a phone conversation
With big cousin Red he said I swear you gon make it
I swear I believed him didn't even have to say shit
I might go slide off to Dallas take a rare vacation
While y'all throwing money at bitches you can't get
I'm on Goliath at six flags with my lady
Forgot the whole reason y'all even hustling for paper
These boys in the matrix hands out with red pills
I'm Morpheus they'd rather swallow Xans then pop this
I got to get it if not fuck I'm talking about if
That defeats the whole purpose of what I'm about shyeeet

I been in my head so much
I got a feelin that its scaring them
And I dont wanna push the fam away
But I keep on lying to the mirror and
I just reflect on who's in the reflection
And ask if I'm ever gonna care enough
Sometimes wish I could split in two like Majin Buu
Then whoop my own ass for staring tough