Saki Yoshida

Won't ever let you make me weak again
Don't think we could ever forgive or forget
Wasted drinking your days away
Pop another pill to make you feel okay
Snort another line so you can't feel your face
You've locked yourself in a state o dependency

I fucking hate what you made of me
seeking value and validation from my fucking enemies
I don't know how I allowed myself to be this fucking weak
too weak to stand on my own two feet

You say you love me you're only in love with your own apathy
You disgust me that devilish grin you're full of nothing but
Deluded dreams, false hopes, destroyed confidence
I'm fucking over it I'm so over it

I cut off the infections but the wounds still fester and burn

Fuck you, fuck everything you love and everything you believe in

Drop dead
I still feel your fucking poison it consoles and it consumes
I've been wandering in the stale fumes of what
I wanted to be and the wreck that you made of me