Presage

[00:00.90] Eyes closed
[00:03.64] as I try to sleep,
[00:05.42] I always beckon these omens deep inside of me,
[00:10.87] I've shown
[00:12.71] the world my darkest half
[00:15.43] The air inside me purges
[00:18.12] I watch it burn and laugh
[00:21.73] How I love this pain
[00:23.51] numbing pain
[00:26.24] I can't feel nerves and endings
[00:28.98] I do deserve to die
[00:30.70] She never leaves my side
[00:33.58] Always just steps behind
[00:35.49] Breathing down my neck
[00:37.25] I can feel the chills run down my spine
[00:39.94] Fuck.
[00:44.49] (I've shown), I am the product of hate
[00:47.14] I am the fucking slime
[00:49.81] This feelings bitter sweet
[00:52.59] That oh familiar street
[00:55.35] I am resistance and I am the reason why
[00:59.82] Pounding head
[01:00.72] blurry vision
[01:02.54] I cannot make decisions
[01:04.39] all of this disorientation is killing me
[01:08.84] Scratch this, I'm finished,
[01:11.58] My life is filled with sin it's a fucking disaster
[01:16.05] I disregard and pass her,
[01:18.84] It's useless, I'm too deep,
[01:20.79] I'm following to closely,
[01:23.49] This black sheep will conquer, will conquer, will conquer
[01:31.55] I try to run and hide
[01:34.24] it's always steps behind
[01:36.91] The urge to finish this
[01:38.83] profitless life of mine
[01:41.56] It's breathing down my neck
[01:43.35] this reminiscent dialect
[01:46.05] influential tendencies
[01:48.70] to put my own life in check
[02:10.47] I just don't give a shit anymore
[02:14.90] Giving up has been the best decision of my life
[02:20.49] Enduring endless pain
[02:23.16] never ending pain
[02:24.98] These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
[02:42.17] Oh I just don't give a shit anymore
[02:47.52] Giving up has been the best decision of my life
[02:52.02] Enduring endless pain
[02:54.77] never ending pain
[02:57.46] These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
[03:06.54] One by one.
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