Happen

Close and casual relation
Heard the news about your life from other sides
Dinner a few times
Mild conversations
Listening to them made me feel better

I won't let this happen
Save to a memory on a phone
When you said this would never happen
Now where am I supposed to go?

Changing shape by the minute
Don't get more comfortable
In the state at all
So many wishes, wants for the future
Casting their shadows farther than ever

It doesn't get better, doesn't reach a glowing finish line
I don't get passed it
We talk it over and I accept that you stay in the room
As a breath as a word

Overheat
And curtain drafts
Small things big feels
This loss that isn't mine to lose