Seeing Stars

I try to take everyday as it comes
But I can't stop thinking bout the future
Will I be or will I not be a loser
Now and then I get a little bit lost in it
Everything I am trying is just not giving
I don't know when i'll ever make it out

Although I try so hard
Me and my goals are miles apart
They're so damn far
It hits me hard
I'm seeing stars rotate around my head
But no way am I giving up
No, i'm not giving up

I got too much on my mind everynight
I'm wide awake staring out my window
While i'm squeezing my pillow
Used to think I couldn't lose
Yeah I felt like a king
Now I don't know what to do
All I can do is think
I don't know when i'll ever make it out

Although I try so hard
Me and my goals are miles apart
They're so damn far
It hits me hard
I'm seeing stars rotate around my head
But no way am I giving up
No, i'm not giving up