Weaponless Scream, Laughter Unseen

Almost every day I have nightmares of me
Screaming out my anger at people who have put me through traumatic events
Traumatic events
I can't take revenge on them directly in the real world
Fuck you

After having that nightmare, I awoke tired and angry
Then I tried to go back to sleep
By suggesting myself to have another dream, another dream

Guided by my therapist, how I created utopia as my safe place
Complete with my favorite foods and imaginary friend
Almost every day I have nightmares of me screaming out my anger

After having that nightmare, I awoke tired and angry
Oh fuck
Hey you

Oh why aren't you laughing
Oh why aren't you laughing
Oh why aren't you laughing
Oh

I'm gonna eat your head
I'm gonna eat your head
I'm gonna eat your head
Gonna eat your head
Why aren't you laughing

No
No
So
Dead