Antithesis

[00:22.02] Here we go again
[00:23.73] My addiction kicks in
[00:25.71] I can't fight this sinking feeling
[00:28.24] Medicine to make you heal
[00:30.98] Worth breaking just to feel
[00:33.21] I'm not ready to admit
[00:35.39] I loved like you never did
[00:38.39] I can't compromise again
[00:41.05] This is how it's always been
[00:44.14] I'm stuck here wishing I could fix this
[00:48.89] Fighting forgiveness
[00:51.04] I fucking hate this sickness
[00:54.51] (Ignore the fading cries)
[00:58.09] (I'm sick to my core)
[01:01.85] (Seeing you die)
[01:05.02] If a love unconditional
[01:07.42] Doesn't feel fixable
[01:09.94] (Why does walking away)
[01:12.38] Still feel so difficult
[01:15.95] Leave your broken spirit at the door
[01:20.89] 'Cause I can't hope for closure like I did before
[01:26.14] Why is this so hard to ignore
[01:32.44] We can't go on anymore
[01:34.39] Why do I hurt those that I hold close
[01:41.49] The same ones I always swore I needed most
[01:45.95] You said I might as well tie the rope around her throat yourself
[01:50.74] Watch you choke
[01:52.11] Pretend I never heard you scream for help
[01:54.83] (Ignore the fading cries) But I can't fucking walk away (I'm sick to my core)
[02:02.46] (Seeing you die) Like I am anybody else
[02:05.25] Tie the rope until it leaves
[02:10.75] A mark you couldn't make with your own teeth
[02:15.10] We spin inside your carousel
[02:20.67] But I'm not your friend when you don't help yourself
[02:25.91] I was so wrong to think we could repair
[02:30.99] When all you do is leave me in despair
[02:35.96] Leave all your lies at the fucking door
[02:40.68] You and I are through forevermore
[02:49.57] Leave your broken spirit at the door
[02:54.32] 'Cause I can't hope for closure like I did before
[02:59.62] Why is this so hard to ignore
[03:05.97] We can't go on anymore
[03:08.96] Leave your broken spirit (at the door)
[03:14.74] I can't ignore, like I did before
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