Try Hard

[00:13.70] I think I'm losing grip
[00:16.26] Reality leads me to slip
[00:20.00] I never fucking asked for this
[00:23.39] Bleeding just to reminisce
[00:26.26] Tried so hard
[00:29.98] Yet I've not gone far
[00:32.77] Desperately searching for fire to spark
[00:39.22] All these dreams to conceive my reality
[00:42.92] Pleading for a way to restart
[00:45.57] Before I bleed out in the dark
[00:52.56] Tied to hide in comfort and pride
[00:55.64] I need a way to break this bind
[00:58.96] Forego the heartache in my stride
[01:02.21] I long to thrive on the other side
[01:04.96] For better or worse
[01:08.08] I could drink til it still hurts
[01:11.26] Unearth to learn it's all I'm worth
[01:14.45] Breaking myself down into the fucking dirt
[01:20.93] Begging for the solace in rebirth
[01:24.64] Tried so hard
[01:28.20] Yet I've not gone far
[01:31.18] Desperately searching for fire to spark
[01:37.54] All these dreams to conceive my reality
[01:41.29] Pleading for a way to restart
[01:43.83] Before I bleed out in the dark
[01:50.58] Where, where did it all go wrong
[01:56.71] I've been going nowhere all along
[02:00.86] Nightmares serve only to prolong
[02:11.75] Distress feels like it belongs
[02:15.06] The thought of leaving this earth so lost
[02:31.32] So what if I can't face the end
[02:33.95] Or believe the voices in my head
[02:37.63] Is this search as hard as it gets
[02:40.43] Do I make my peace
[02:42.34] Or finally make amends
[02:45.70] Tried so hard
[02:49.30] Yet I've not gone far
[02:52.21] Desperately searching for fire to spark
[02:58.72] All these dreams to conceive my reality
[03:02.23] Pleading for a way to restart
[03:04.99] Before I bleed out in the dark
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