Bother

[00:11.01] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.05] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.05] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.03] A masochist to which I cater
[00:32.08] You don't need to bother
[00:37.04] I don't need to be
[00:43.09] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:48.02] But once I hold on
[00:52.04] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.08] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.05] If indeed I cared at all
[01:15.03] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.03] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:26.08] I wish I had a reason
[01:29.05] My flaws are open season
[01:31.05] For this, I gave up trying
[01:34.07] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.02] You don't need to bother
[01:41.01] I don't need to be
[01:46.01] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.04] But once I hold on
[01:54.06] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:30.02] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:35.02] A zombie hides my face
[02:39.03] A shelf forgotten with its memories
[02:45.01] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:51.07] And you don't need to bother
[02:57.02] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:05.03] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:07.03] But once I hold on
[03:09.08] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.05] You don't need to bother
[03:16.09] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:23.04] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.09] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:33.07] I'll never live down my deceit
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