i can't explain it

I know I'm not good enough for you
Last night I thought about you too

I did some things that I regret and it's embarrassing
Too much things that I can't change but I can manage it
And I, I can't explain it
I, I can't explain it
I anticipated
I anticipated
Why am I so faded
I, I can't explain it
I can't lose my patience
I anticipated that

Can't hold still, don't feel real
Left to rot I think I'm wasting
Keep me locked up in your basement
I see you enter in my mind
And I can't say, it's okay
Cuz I know it ain't my place
And I just can't forget your face
And that was just my first mistake
And all these problems I been working
Imma be a different person
I know I just can't let go
But if I don't my feelings worsen

I did some things that I regret and it's embarrassing
Too much things that I can't change but I can manage it
And I, I can't explain it
I, I can't explain it
I anticipated
I anticipated
Why am I so faded
I, I can't explain it
I can't lose my patience
I anticipated that

And I, I can't explain it
I, I can't explain it
I anticipated
I anticipated
Why am I so faded
I, I can't explain it
I can't lose my patience
I anticipated that