Falling (How Do I?)

how do i
walk beside you in the winter rain?
without feeling something in me change
oil colors fading out

how do i
remember how to get to sleep again
how do i act like we're only friends
how will i forget you now

suddenly i'm falling up
i'm somewhere in a summer sky
i struggle just to hold my ground
i'm waving but you walk on by

i just wanna watch you move slowly
i won't say anything
if you only knew
the power you have over me

how do i
not take your memory with me everywhere
waterfalls make up your darker hair
how do i forget to smile
how do i
keep practicing this nonchalance
i can't tell you what i really want
maybe i could make you mine

suddenly i'm falling up
i'm somewhere in a summer sky
i struggle just to hold my ground
i'm waving but you walk on by

i just wanna watch you move slowly
i won't say anything
if you only knew
the power you have over me

how do i

oh
it's like you've got my hands tied
to stay without you just don't feel right

falling in down
i'm somewhere in a summer sky
i struggle just to hold my ground
i'm waving but you walk on by

and i wanna watch you move slowly
i won't say anything
if i only knew
how to get you close to me

how do i