Alone Again

All alone in my room
My clock keeps ticking but one day feels like 2
Looking for something new to do
But my phone ain't buzzing like it used to

And i
Got some fake ass friends who wouldn't even try
And i
I think about it way too much
And I got all these questions in my head that don't make sense

Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I do it all again

It's not like I think about it every night
But I can't help myself from feeling like a lie
And I got some things in my head that I wanna say
But i can't cause i'm lacking the confidence
Is it gonna end?

And I
Heard some things that i can't really comprehend
And I i think about it way too much
And I got all these questions in my head that don't make sense

Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon? I wake up and I do it all again

Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I do it all again

Am I supposed to feel bad for being myself?
Am I supposed to be like someone else?
Am I supposed to cry all afternoon?
I wake up and I feel alone again