Funeral Doom

When I stared at an angel
I"ve realized now different we are
Than I asked who stealed from me my life and the ones that I love
He smiled at me and flew away
Only now I can understand how we are scared creatures
Look at our lords encouraging us to live
For eternity I shall try to see who took the ones I love
And fell like fading away
Blind by the selfishness of my nappiness
I could not see that under my lost feet our lives dances a sad song
I hear words that was never spoke
Words that holds my deepest feelings
When I stared at an angel he laughed at me and flew to his father
That isn"t mine... without answers