Self Sabotage

[00:07.05] I'm a masochist
[00:08.99] Addicted to the pain like a magnet
[00:12.54] Yeah I'll try you on just like a jacket
[00:16.71] Even if it fits no I can't have it
[00:19.59] No I can't have it
[00:21.66] Can't explain it
[00:23.92] My therapist says that it's the way I'm
[00:27.42] Programmed to always be picking a fight
[00:31.15] So I check online to find a cheap flight
[00:34.39] Catch me mile high
[00:36.75] Find something good just to hate it
[00:40.59] Convinced that it's time that i'm wasting
[00:44.05] Can't look at myself I can't face it
[00:48.15] I can't face it
[00:51.59] I'll build you up to break your heart
[00:55.30] Then wonder why mine won't start
[00:59.05] Ruins in the name of art
[01:02.64] Tragically you'll play the part
[01:06.32] When it goes wrong ask who's to blame
[01:08.43] Can't look at me for my mistakes
[01:10.26] Yeah I can't run without a chase
[01:12.15] I'll find the devil in a saint
[01:13.96] When fates align I'll blame the gods
[01:17.30] Could never be self sabotage
[01:21.36] I might
[01:23.11] Tell you that I love you change my mind
[01:26.50] Not because I don't I'm terrified
[01:30.27] If I get too close you might not like me
[01:37.68] I'm really good at being on my own
[01:41.38] Cause if gotta teach em' how grow
[01:45.33] Maybe I'm better off dying alone
[01:48.63] Yeah you know I know how to
[01:50.98] Find something good just to hate it
[01:54.16] Convinced that it's time that i'm wasting
[01:58.04] Can't look at myself I can't face it
[02:02.17] I can't face it
[02:05.21] I'll build you up to break your heart
[02:08.97] Then wonder why mine won't start
[02:12.89] Ruins in the name of art
[02:16.37] Tragically you'll play the part
[02:20.06] When it goes wrong ask who's to blame
[02:21.94] Can't look at me for my mistakes
[02:24.05] Yeah I can't run without a chase
[02:25.90] I'll find the devil in a saint
[02:27.79] When fates align I'll blame the gods
[02:31.15] Could never be self sabotage
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