Neruok (Extended Message Bound Mix)

Behind your eyes
You were burdened in the mind
You tried to wipe it off
But all you did was hide
All these thoughts became exclusive to your time
We never talked
I could've saved your life
Like you saved mine

And that's the part that hurts the most
A couple words I could've said and you wouldn't be a ghost
A couple hours I could've spent and you wouldn't feel alone
A couple days I could've lent to fix your broken soul
But now there's no one home
You chose to let it go

Now only one of us will ever grow old
But I will carry you deep inside my bones, so

If there's someone out there
Needing someone out there
Trying to find a way to avoid their blues
Kneeling to their doubts and
Staring at the clouds as
Everybody walks right through
They're sick of feeling down now
Looking for an out as
Every bit of joy is doomed
They need to hear you now
To keep them out the ground
Before they're just a memory too

Talk to me
Ok so
Talk to me
Ok go
Just talk to me
Ok so
Talk to me

So where'd you go?
I never hear you talk
I haven't seen a thing in a couple of years and more
No messages, no calls
No texts, you're never home
Do you remember when I said you need to let me know?
I asked you if you're doing fine
You told me you would be alright
You said you need a little time
I didn't see right through that lie

Talk to me
Ok so
Wait

You said goodbye?
(World changer)
Damn, my world was turned up
I didn't know where to look
You were a
(History maker)
When I heard the news
Sorry I felt the bruise
I'm sorry again
I didn't notice you were fading away
I always said that if you needed me to tell me to stay
But you were hiding the pain
You just kept riding that wave
The water's rising again
But nobody came to save you and say

N e r u ok?
R u ok in yourself?
Are you feeling so much better?
Have you made it out of hell?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u sad?
Are you still under the weather?
Have you made it out of bed?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u fine?
Are you stuck inside the darkness?
Have you made it into light?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u bad?
Are you rough under the pressure?
Have you made it out the black?

But no
I didn't

And that's the part that hurts the most
A couple words I could've said
To really let you know
You're not alone
Instead I'm stood here
With my hand around a glass
Preparing for your toast

'Cause there's no going back
No saying that
I could have changed a thing
If only I had listened to the pauses in the words you said
I would have noticed that you're going black
Your mind was paper-thin
If I had looked on through the surface
I would see the hurt within

In a room where the favorite colour's black
And I'm reading from your notes
You're looking down at the scene of a heart attack
And I'm talking to your ghost
And I flick through the pages you had wrote so fast
And my voice begins to choke
'Cause you said

"Dear Mom
Dear Dad
I really had to go"

I wish I could be the reason
For you to believe in yourself and
I wish I could be enough
For you to stick around
'Cause my heart's beating fast
It's under attack
The love that I gave
I can't get it back
Oh why
I can't say goodbye

(World changer)
Damn, my world was burned up
With only ashes to touch
You were a
(History maker)
When you felt the blues
Sorry I never knew
I'm sorry again
I should've noticed you weren't running away
You were packing your bags
But never leaving your place
I always thought that if you needed me
You'd tell it me straight
Maybe I can build a time machine to see you again
And say

N e r u ok?
R u ok in yourself?
Are you feeling so much better?
Have you made it out of hell?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u sad?
Are you still under the weather?
Have you made it out of bed?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u fine?
Are you stuck inside the darkness?
Have you made it into light?

N e r u ok?
R u ok?
R u bad?
Are you rough under the pressure?
Have you made it out the black?

Talk to me
Ok so
Talk to me
Ok go
Just talk to me
Ok so
Talk to me

If there's someone out there
Needing someone out there
Trying to find a way to avoid their blues
Kneeling to their doubts and
Staring at the clouds as
Everybody walks right through
They're sick of feeling down now
Looking for an out as
Every bit of joy is doomed
They need to hear you now
To keep them out the ground
Before they're just a memory too

If there's someone out there
Who just needed love
If there's someone out there
Who doesn't feel enough
If there's someone out there
Just losing their touch with humanity
Everything's leaving them crushed

If that someone out there
Is you
You're lost, hurt, and hiding your wounds
Alone in the dark of your room
Know that one day you'll make it through