finally see me

[00:18.43] I came back from school today
[00:20.53] Looking around, see everything's changed
[00:22.17] Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
[00:24.47] I knew one day they would finally see me
[00:26.75] Came home from school today
[00:28.47] Looking around, I'm the brand new me
[00:30.41] I just wanna make it on the wall someday
[00:32.36] I knew one day they would finally see me
[00:35.08] Travel 'round in packs
[00:36.16] School bullies wanna watch their fucking back
[00:38.15] Never think that a girl could be so mad?
[00:40.03] Mix that with the years I don't react
[00:42.15] To the shit that you pulled when I was young
[00:44.00] The best weapon is behind my microphone
[00:46.09] But part of me just wants to take the whole control
[00:47.84] Part of me just wants to fucking show you all
[00:50.39] Part of me just wants to scream until you finally look
[00:52.14] And bash your brains into your stupid little science book
[00:54.19] 'Cause I feel like the frog you're dissecting
[00:56.01] I'm dead yet I'm never interesting
[00:58.06] And everybody wants to walk on like they don't see
[01:00.05] The sad girl sat alone, couldn't find a seat
[01:02.16] One day they're gonna say they never saw me
[01:04.03] Or suspected my suicidal tendencies
[01:06.05] 'Cause I'm the kid that never went to school
[01:08.14] Ate dinner by the shit in the loo
[01:10.02] Went home and I cried in my room
[01:12.15] My momma never knew what to do
[01:14.30] I beg her to take me away
[01:16.11] Home school wasn't possible for me
[01:18.01] I'm gonna make them see me one day
[01:20.13] I'm gonna make 'em know my name
[01:22.44] I came back from school today
[01:24.50] Looking around, see everything's changed
[01:26.29] Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
[01:28.37] I knew one day they would finally see me
[01:30.95] Came home from school today
[01:32.40] Looking around, I'm the brand new me
[01:34.43] I just wanna make it on the wall someday
[01:36.35] I knew one day they would finally see me
[01:38.86] (Shout!) When you wanna scream but you're holding back
[01:40.90] (Now!) Now's the time that maybe you should react
[01:42.99] But you're sat still taking the bullshit
[01:45.00] And you wonder why it carries on like this?
[01:46.99] So live your life like a video game
[01:48.67] You wouldn't really just sit there, enduring the pain
[01:50.64] 'Cause when your character dies, you won't respawn again
[01:52.69] So you just get off the floor and let me take your hand and we can
[01:54.79] (Just go) Anywhere you really wanna
[01:56.74] Fuck school, popularity, no drama
[01:58.60] Fuck grades for a job that you never wanted
[02:00.67] Doesn't work out? We can go wild and never bother
[02:02.89] Yes mother, I do care, but I really don't
[02:05.07] All the kids going out just to get stoned
[02:07.20] But I sit in my room until I grow old
[02:09.14] Making music 'till I wanna fucking explode
[02:11.01] Explode? I figured out the code
[02:12.61] A ticking time bomb ticking in my real sad soul
[02:14.69] I'm a sad kid looking for a place to go
[02:16.61] Hide away that's all, I feel so alone
[02:18.72] A place to go?
[02:19.50] I don't wanna live like this
[02:20.73] Feel like shit?
[02:21.66] Tell me, is this what I get?
[02:22.51] If you're picking on a kid when there's nothing left then
[02:24.82] You're gonna regret when the bad shit happens
[02:26.83] I came back from school today
[02:28.45] Looking around, see everything's changed
[02:30.32] Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
[02:32.46] I knew one day they would finally see me
[02:34.81] Came home from school today
[02:36.60] Looking around, I'm the brand new me
[02:38.46] I just wanna make it on the wall someday
[02:40.48] I knew one day they would finally see me
[02:42.89] Everybody gonna see me
[02:43.66] Gonna see me celebrated
[02:44.64] Got my picture on the wall, and it looks just how I wanted
[02:46.55] All the kids that were hated
[02:47.64] All the kids that were different
[02:48.74] Everybody's gathered round, and they're asking why I did it
[02:50.28] Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at ll?
[02:52.75] (Did I do it, did I do it, did I do it at all?)
[02:54.91] Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at all?
[02:56.88] (Did I do it, did I do it, did I do it at all?)
[02:58.62] 'Cause everybody they're looking they've never saw me before
[03:00.53] I've got this power inside me that I need to control
[03:02.64] I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
[03:04.56] I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
[03:06.47] I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
[03:08.70] (One day they will finally see me)
[03:08.79] I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
[03:10.53] I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
[03:12.13] (One day they will finally see me)
[03:12.59] I got a demon inside me that I cannot
[03:15.19] That I cannot
[03:16.80] (One day they will finally see me)
[03:18.70] Control
[03:20.96] (One day they will finally see me)
[03:26.44] Don't kill it
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