On A Rope

Somebody wakes me up and nobody gets hurt
I'm having a dream where I am on the defensive
An old dirty man, a knife in his chest
Can't take my eyes off of him

Somebody wakes me up this time
I'm feeling sick, I'm not alright
Don't leave me here, turn on the light
Don't ask me why
I've got a voice inside my mind
It's telling me I have to die
Even if I wanna stay alive
I'm not lying

Is this room too small for me?
Is this room haunted by ghosts?
Who the hell lived here before me?
A victim that nobody knows

So you search for someone when you feel lost
Because you don't want to be alone
I'm on a rope, deciding which side I'll fall
And my life is on the line here

Still I'm fighting with death
About how many days left
To live, I'm so afraid
That I can't tell
But sometimes I feel a little bit tempted
I wanna jump out a window, flying straight to hell
Writing "help!" on the sand with my hands
In the end all is well that ends well

Is this world too small for me?
Is this world a fiction?
Who the hell lived here before me?
A victim that nobody knows

So you search for someone when you feel lost
Because you don't want to be alone
I'm on a rope, deciding which side I'll fall
And my life is on the line here
Inside is where we hide
Because we don't like what is outside
I lost my shoes but I'll keep walking above the clouds
Until that rope don't damn well split

Search for help, look for your friends
But I am stuck in my bed
It's Jukai 2.0
San Francisco, Golden Gate Bridge

Inside is where we hide
Because we don't like what is outside
I lost my shoes but I'll keep walking above the clouds
Until that rope don't damn well split
I tried to say goodbye
To all my negative thoughts in my mind
But I'm on a rope, deciding which side I'll fall
And my life is on the line here, yeah

And my life is on the line here
Here, here, here, here
Here, here, here, here
Here
My life is on the line here
My life is on the line here
You