We aren't meant to be together because you want a peace and I want a noise

As our feeling runaway
I’m straying from what’s right
It might be over now (over now)
As you think I were never enough
A battle it’s been all along
It ain’t easy being me (being me)
I know that you want me to out of away
Confusing with all the choice that you'd
Never
Ask
Me
Realizing is this the last december?
and I’m so afraid
I never thought that would be a messed
And I can’t figured it out no I cant escape
I set a bright light to constantly
Break my head apart
With all this failed