i cant think of a name for this one

And then when you left, I didn't know what to do with myself
So I just laid in bed all day for months
Trying to come up with some plan
Some words that can-
Just trying to think of something huge that I could do
To reverse everything that's ever happened between us
But I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing with my life

I'm tired
Of everything
I want to go
To somewhere else
That I can be myself
Yeah right

I just want to be like everyone else
Why cant I just be normal?

I want to take you out for a date
It's too late for us to go back to normal