Popular Monster

[00:13.32] Yeah
[00:18.23] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:20.88] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:23.53] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:26.50] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:29.92] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:32.33] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:35.28] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:38.37] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:41.35] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:44.19] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:47.03] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:51.47] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:58.66] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[01:01.65] I'm a popular, popular monster
[01:04.93] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:13.25] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:22.24] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:24.90] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:27.76] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:30.67] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:33.71] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:36.58] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:39.55] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:42.51] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:45.63] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:48.21] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:51.07] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:54.19] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:57.89] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[02:00.59] Crashed my car just to feel again
[02:03.12] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[02:07.33] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:14.49] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:17.25] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:20.45] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:28.90] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:32.59] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
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[02:43.72] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:46.78] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:49.55] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:52.62] So the question I ask is
[02:54.81] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
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[03:07.22] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:14.19] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:17.37] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:20.55] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:29.04] I'm not a popular, popular monster
[03:37.81] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:40.65] I'm a popular, popular monster
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