Awake

Why am I awake?
Hate the breath I take
Failed by my own fear
Father, do you hear?

Since I've been looking for love
I found nothing but solitude

In my dreadful dreams I'm already dead
Unfortunately I am awake

Ocean of tears unable to see
No one can help me cause nobody hears
Darkness inside. Feel cold embrace
I cannot die. Death is my grace

I do not want to see light of world
Why am I awake?