Somebody Save Me (Explicit)
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โฑ๏ธ 3:50 duration
๐ ID: 14628595
๐ Lyrics
Daddy? (Huh?)
Food's here (kept buyin' it when she gets it)
Come eat (Alaina, I'm so tired)
Just come eat (Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise, stop)
Well then wake up (shut that door)
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
Another pill as I start to spiral
Message to my daughters
I don't even deserve the father title
Hailie, I'm so sorry
I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
Didn't walk you down the aisle
Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
I'm so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
Give 'em up, how the fuck do I not love you
More than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin'
From this floor, wonder will
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I missed you gradu- wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
On being a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to
Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
Grow up, and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
In hopes maybe that'd give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a coward
He told me that I can't do it, had a second chance, blew it
It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (what?)
I'll turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as proud as can be
Right now, I'm just weak
As I fall further down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my coffin
I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dream
Food's here (kept buyin' it when she gets it)
Come eat (Alaina, I'm so tired)
Just come eat (Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise, stop)
Well then wake up (shut that door)
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
Another pill as I start to spiral
Message to my daughters
I don't even deserve the father title
Hailie, I'm so sorry
I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
Didn't walk you down the aisle
Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
I'm so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
Give 'em up, how the fuck do I not love you
More than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin'
From this floor, wonder will
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I missed you gradu- wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
On being a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to
Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
Grow up, and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
In hopes maybe that'd give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a coward
He told me that I can't do it, had a second chance, blew it
It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (what?)
I'll turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as proud as can be
Right now, I'm just weak
As I fall further down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my coffin
I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dream
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.87] Daddy? (Huh?)
[00:02.08] Food's here (kept buyin' it when she gets it)
[00:04.71] Come eat (Alaina, I'm so tired)
[00:07.98] Just come eat (Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise, stop)
[00:13.21] Well then wake up (shut that door)
[00:16.36] Somebody save me, me from myself
[00:24.45] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[00:32.96] Another pill as I start to spiral
[00:34.98] Message to my daughters
[00:36.48] I don't even deserve the father title
[00:39.35] Hailie, I'm so sorry
[00:40.38] I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
[00:43.48] Didn't walk you down the aisle
[00:44.99] Missed the birth of your first child
[00:46.74] Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
[00:49.03] I'm so proud of how you turned out
[00:50.98] Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
[00:53.97] Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
[00:57.23] Give 'em up, how the fuck do I not love you
[00:59.98] More than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin'
[01:02.32] From this floor, wonder will
[01:03.76] Somebody save me, me from myself
[01:12.10] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[01:19.67] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[01:28.03] It's the only thing that seems to help
[01:36.36] Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
[01:39.67] Sorry that I missed you gradu- wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
[01:44.52] On being a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
[01:47.89] Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to
[01:51.93] Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
[01:55.83] Grow up, and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
[01:59.67] Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you
[02:03.72] Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
[02:05.83] God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
[02:07.45] Somebody save me, me from myself
[02:15.74] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[02:23.40] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[02:31.80] It's the only thing that seems to help
[02:40.20] I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
[02:42.47] Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
[02:44.37] In hopes maybe that'd give me the power to fight
[02:47.04] But the addict in me's a coward
[02:48.55] He told me that I can't do it, had a second chance, blew it
[02:52.15] It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (what?)
[02:55.73] I'll turn it around and be able to
[02:57.48] Walk her and Lainie one day
[02:59.19] To the altar as proud as can be
[03:02.01] Right now, I'm just weak
[03:03.05] As I fall further down in this deep hole
[03:05.20] And farther in the ground that I sink
[03:06.87] As they lower me in my coffin
[03:08.46] I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
[03:11.67] I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:19.47] I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
[03:27.33] I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:35.30] I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dream
[03:42.13]
[00:02.08] Food's here (kept buyin' it when she gets it)
[00:04.71] Come eat (Alaina, I'm so tired)
[00:07.98] Just come eat (Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise, stop)
[00:13.21] Well then wake up (shut that door)
[00:16.36] Somebody save me, me from myself
[00:24.45] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[00:32.96] Another pill as I start to spiral
[00:34.98] Message to my daughters
[00:36.48] I don't even deserve the father title
[00:39.35] Hailie, I'm so sorry
[00:40.38] I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
[00:43.48] Didn't walk you down the aisle
[00:44.99] Missed the birth of your first child
[00:46.74] Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
[00:49.03] I'm so proud of how you turned out
[00:50.98] Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
[00:53.97] Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
[00:57.23] Give 'em up, how the fuck do I not love you
[00:59.98] More than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin'
[01:02.32] From this floor, wonder will
[01:03.76] Somebody save me, me from myself
[01:12.10] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[01:19.67] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[01:28.03] It's the only thing that seems to help
[01:36.36] Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
[01:39.67] Sorry that I missed you gradu- wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
[01:44.52] On being a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
[01:47.89] Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to
[01:51.93] Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
[01:55.83] Grow up, and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you
[01:59.67] Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you
[02:03.72] Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
[02:05.83] God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
[02:07.45] Somebody save me, me from myself
[02:15.74] I've spent so long livin' in hell
[02:23.40] They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[02:31.80] It's the only thing that seems to help
[02:40.20] I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
[02:42.47] Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
[02:44.37] In hopes maybe that'd give me the power to fight
[02:47.04] But the addict in me's a coward
[02:48.55] He told me that I can't do it, had a second chance, blew it
[02:52.15] It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (what?)
[02:55.73] I'll turn it around and be able to
[02:57.48] Walk her and Lainie one day
[02:59.19] To the altar as proud as can be
[03:02.01] Right now, I'm just weak
[03:03.05] As I fall further down in this deep hole
[03:05.20] And farther in the ground that I sink
[03:06.87] As they lower me in my coffin
[03:08.46] I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
[03:11.67] I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:19.47] I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
[03:27.33] I'm a lost cause, baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:35.30] I'm so damaged beyond repair, life has shattered my hopes and my dream
[03:42.13]