fuck getting better, I want to get worse
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โฑ๏ธ 3:30 duration
๐ ID: 14733015
๐ Lyrics
Fuck getting better
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And I won't return until I've found my purpose
If I die out there
I deserved it
Sell all my things and I'll backpack to Jersey
Under a different name no one can hurt me
I'll ignore everyone who reaches out I'm
I'm busting out
Cause Fuck getting better
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And I won't return until I've found my purpose
If I die out there
I deserved it
Maybe the reason that everyones leaves
Is that I'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
In the dark
I keep getting worse
But I should get better
It's too fucking hard to keep my shit together
I wanna give up
I wanna break down
I push them away then wish they were around
So maybe the reason that everyones leaves
Is that I'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
'Cause fuck getting better
I want to get worse
I'll skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away
And run away
Fuck getting better
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all m friends
Wanna drink myself silly
But I've got to improve if I want to love living
I've got to improve if I want to love living
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And I won't return until I've found my purpose
If I die out there
I deserved it
Sell all my things and I'll backpack to Jersey
Under a different name no one can hurt me
I'll ignore everyone who reaches out I'm
I'm busting out
Cause Fuck getting better
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And I won't return until I've found my purpose
If I die out there
I deserved it
Maybe the reason that everyones leaves
Is that I'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
In the dark
I keep getting worse
But I should get better
It's too fucking hard to keep my shit together
I wanna give up
I wanna break down
I push them away then wish they were around
So maybe the reason that everyones leaves
Is that I'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
'Cause fuck getting better
I want to get worse
I'll skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away
And run away
Fuck getting better
I want to get worse
Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
Wanna block all m friends
Wanna drink myself silly
But I've got to improve if I want to love living
I've got to improve if I want to love living
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:01.09] Fuck getting better
[00:02.52] I want to get worse
[00:04.58] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[00:07.98] Wanna block all my friends
[00:09.96] Wanna drink myself silly
[00:11.83] Wanna sneak out at night
[00:13.73] And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
[00:20.24] I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
[00:24.07] And I won't return until I've found my purpose
[00:28.45] If I die out there
[00:30.29] I deserved it
[00:39.38] Sell all my things and I'll backpack to Jersey
[00:43.13] Under a different name no one can hurt me
[00:46.86] I'll ignore everyone who reaches out I'm
[00:51.10] I'm busting out
[00:52.87] Cause Fuck getting better
[00:54.98] I want to get worse
[00:57.11] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[01:00.57] Wanna block all my friends
[01:02.40] Wanna drink myself silly
[01:04.35] Wanna sneak out at night
[01:06.25] And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
[01:12.86] I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
[01:16.67] And I won't return until I've found my purpose
[01:20.77] If I die out there
[01:22.64] I deserved it
[01:31.77] Maybe the reason that everyones leaves
[01:35.37] Is that I'm too hard to please
[01:39.08] I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
[01:49.53] In the dark
[01:53.13] I keep getting worse
[01:55.08] But I should get better
[01:56.96] It's too fucking hard to keep my shit together
[02:00.62] I wanna give up
[02:02.47] I wanna break down
[02:04.32] I push them away then wish they were around
[02:08.97] So maybe the reason that everyones leaves
[02:12.70] Is that I'm too hard to please
[02:16.48] I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
[02:26.73] 'Cause fuck getting better
[02:28.67] I want to get worse
[02:30.56] I'll skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[02:34.31] Wanna block all my friends
[02:36.29] Wanna drink myself silly
[02:38.03] Wanna sneak out at night
[02:39.92] And run so far away
[02:47.37] And run away
[02:57.02] Fuck getting better
[02:58.63] I want to get worse
[03:00.84] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[03:04.23] Wanna block all m friends
[03:06.19] Wanna drink myself silly
[03:08.19] But I've got to improve if I want to love living
[03:15.49] I've got to improve if I want to love living
[03:21.56]
[00:02.52] I want to get worse
[00:04.58] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[00:07.98] Wanna block all my friends
[00:09.96] Wanna drink myself silly
[00:11.83] Wanna sneak out at night
[00:13.73] And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
[00:20.24] I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
[00:24.07] And I won't return until I've found my purpose
[00:28.45] If I die out there
[00:30.29] I deserved it
[00:39.38] Sell all my things and I'll backpack to Jersey
[00:43.13] Under a different name no one can hurt me
[00:46.86] I'll ignore everyone who reaches out I'm
[00:51.10] I'm busting out
[00:52.87] Cause Fuck getting better
[00:54.98] I want to get worse
[00:57.11] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[01:00.57] Wanna block all my friends
[01:02.40] Wanna drink myself silly
[01:04.35] Wanna sneak out at night
[01:06.25] And run so far away 'til my phone loses service so I'll crack the screen
[01:12.86] I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
[01:16.67] And I won't return until I've found my purpose
[01:20.77] If I die out there
[01:22.64] I deserved it
[01:31.77] Maybe the reason that everyones leaves
[01:35.37] Is that I'm too hard to please
[01:39.08] I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
[01:49.53] In the dark
[01:53.13] I keep getting worse
[01:55.08] But I should get better
[01:56.96] It's too fucking hard to keep my shit together
[02:00.62] I wanna give up
[02:02.47] I wanna break down
[02:04.32] I push them away then wish they were around
[02:08.97] So maybe the reason that everyones leaves
[02:12.70] Is that I'm too hard to please
[02:16.48] I want to improve but baby I'm losing myself in the dark
[02:26.73] 'Cause fuck getting better
[02:28.67] I want to get worse
[02:30.56] I'll skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[02:34.31] Wanna block all my friends
[02:36.29] Wanna drink myself silly
[02:38.03] Wanna sneak out at night
[02:39.92] And run so far away
[02:47.37] And run away
[02:57.02] Fuck getting better
[02:58.63] I want to get worse
[03:00.84] Skip every meal cause I like how it hurts
[03:04.23] Wanna block all m friends
[03:06.19] Wanna drink myself silly
[03:08.19] But I've got to improve if I want to love living
[03:15.49] I've got to improve if I want to love living
[03:21.56]