Hypothesis

[00:59.02] Breath aligning with word
[01:01.52] Carefully observed
[01:03.47] Attentive to detail
[01:06.46] Life, at no one's behest
[01:08.84] Alike to the rest
[01:10.86] A gift without resale
[01:13.81] Now another new eye will see my work
[01:21.26] Now another new tongue will taste the earth
[01:28.68] Welcome to the expanse
[01:31.06] You have your own chance
[01:32.95] Although I should mention
[01:35.93] This is all that you'll know
[01:38.54] A beautiful home
[01:40.30] Born out of intention
[01:43.38] I'm the author of everything you are
[01:47.54] (And everything you'll be)
[01:50.79] I've awakened your hungry open heart
[01:54.83] (And child, you will feed)
[02:27.68] Time aligning with thought
[02:30.12] I see what I'm not
[02:32.06] And wonder who I am
[02:35.05] Crying out for a change
[02:37.46] I have in good faith
[02:39.32] You made me to withstand
[02:42.45] You awakened the heart that let this in
[02:46.63] (I promise I'd be good)
[02:49.32] Yet those who follow equate this pain to sin
[02:53.94] (I'd live just like I should)
[02:57.10] Screaming, knees to the floor
[02:59.60] I asked for no more
[03:01.41] Than freedom from my truth
[03:04.82] Raised believing that I
[03:07.03] Was born to feel lies
[03:08.99] And parse them in such youth
[03:11.78] The perfect story of flesh mismatching soul
[03:16.17] (From such an early age)
[03:18.95] And I was only a kid with no control
[03:23.40] (Seems I was made to crave)
[03:26.93] Your power mesmerizing
[03:30.14] Your very will is earth-defying
[03:34.46] Still, I was left with just myself
[03:41.59] Sat beside my father crying
[03:45.18] Struggling to silence the inner yell
[03:50.10] All because I fear a Hell
[03:58.39] Beholden to the rules
[04:01.96] But who created rules?
[04:05.74] If you would call it love
[04:08.99] I don't know if I believe in love
[04:11.29] If love is to refuse another way
[04:15.03] Allow to fail then turn and say
[04:18.80] It's just because I lost the love
[04:26.26] Sentiments death-aligning
[04:29.29] My heart gets heavy even trying
[04:33.67] I freeze when simply asking why
[04:41.09] Why everything that I've known
[04:43.94] For my entire life about true grace
[04:49.21] Feels vastly out of place
[04:57.32] Just following the rules
[05:01.10] The self-created rules
[05:04.82] If this is out of love
[05:08.02] I don't know if I believe in love
[05:10.30] If love is to enlist without request
[05:14.13] Accept the few and burn the rest
[05:17.85] I can't say I believe in love
[05:21.70] If this is love
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