Inside/Outside

every face is a mask
always on, always judging
starve until I disappear
and I become godlike

I can't figure out
my fractured body
I'm envious
of (you) seeing me from the outside
I'm so blind
I just see the worst
of what the mirror has to offer

I know that
reflections always lie
I just have nothing else
to go by

Friends are liars
They're just being nice
I know I'm an abomination