Impetus

[00:16.02] So here I sit
[00:18.03] A sinking ship
[00:19.95] I'm on my way to the bottom
[00:23.60] My conscious slips
[00:25.41] A dark descent
[00:27.54] The weight is crushing my body
[00:46.70] Searching for the memories of the ones I love
[00:50.64] But no faces come to mind
[00:53.22] I'm so scared now of what's to come
[00:58.37] They have all been plotting my demise
[01:25.91] Day to day, there is no change
[01:30.63] Moments in life bleed and rearrange
[01:35.32] Am I not worthy of purpose
[01:39.83] Why do I even care
[01:44.31] Who am I to think I am owed anything besides despair
[01:53.94] Purposeless existence
[01:58.48] I have lost my way
[02:03.80] Everyday feels the same
[02:08.58] So I suffer in silence
[02:13.38] The pain sustains
[02:17.66] Bathe in thoughts of violence
[02:21.65] (Let go) (Run away)
[02:22.89] Just a few more feet and I'll be knocking on deaths door
[02:26.84] If he's here show no fear kick it in and steal his fucking pale horse
[02:31.61] Ride into the night
[02:35.39] Caught in between
[02:40.25] Just a few more feet and I'll be knocking on deaths door
[02:44.72] If he's here show no fear kick it in and steal his fucking pale horse
[02:49.42] Ride into the night
[02:53.54] Caught in between
[03:00.58] No purpose
[03:04.14] No answers live in me
[03:08.48] Ripped open
[03:13.14] My lungs are filling with the seas
[03:17.64] Imagination
[03:22.09] Everything is not as it seems
[03:30.59] Everything is not as it seems
[03:53.95] I find no hope
[03:56.44] No way to cope
[03:58.81] If fear is all I'll ever find I'd rather find a fucking rope
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