Those Blackouts
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โฑ๏ธ 4:19 duration
๐ ID: 14975802
๐ Lyrics
Destroying the very merit
For the sake of which I'm alive
It's got nothing to do with trying to escape
I go for the bottle to hide
All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
Just the simple burden of breathing
Forcing me down on my knees
Ironic how life on paper
Could look like an option for me
And all the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
I wish I knew
Just what did I do?
To you?
I wish I knew
All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
All the hours I've spent on lying
By pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
Come on, what did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
How I wish I knew
For the sake of which I'm alive
It's got nothing to do with trying to escape
I go for the bottle to hide
All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
Just the simple burden of breathing
Forcing me down on my knees
Ironic how life on paper
Could look like an option for me
And all the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
I wish I knew
Just what did I do?
To you?
I wish I knew
All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
All the hours I've spent on lying
By pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
Come on, what did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
How I wish I knew
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:09.00] Destroying the very merit
[00:13.36] For the sake of which I'm alive
[00:17.79] It's got nothing to do with trying to escape
[00:22.97] I go for the bottle to hide
[00:27.29] All the hours I've spent on lying
[00:31.84] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[00:36.70] My whole life is a mockery
[00:41.51] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[00:47.49] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[00:54.51] What did I do?
[00:57.42] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[01:03.80] To you?
[01:07.93]
[01:13.34] Just the simple burden of breathing
[01:18.35] Forcing me down on my knees
[01:22.90] Ironic how life on paper
[01:27.42] Could look like an option for me
[01:30.92] And all the hours I've spent on lying
[01:36.55] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[01:41.32] My whole life is a mockery
[01:46.06] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[01:52.00] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[01:58.99] What did I do?
[02:01.25] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:08.48] To you?
[02:11.29] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:17.35] What did I do?
[02:20.44] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:26.34] I wish I knew
[02:29.60]
[02:35.44] Just what did I do?
[02:40.64] To you?
[02:44.28] I wish I knew
[02:48.05]
[02:50.24] All the hours I've spent on lying
[02:54.81] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[02:59.67] My whole life is a mockery
[03:04.42] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[03:08.72] All the hours I've spent on lying
[03:13.14] By pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[03:18.26] My whole life is a mockery
[03:22.87] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[03:28.69] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:35.78] What did I do?
[03:38.22] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:45.32] To you?
[03:47.38] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:54.38] Come on, what did I do?
[03:56.30] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[04:03.00] How I wish I knew
[04:04.66]
[00:13.36] For the sake of which I'm alive
[00:17.79] It's got nothing to do with trying to escape
[00:22.97] I go for the bottle to hide
[00:27.29] All the hours I've spent on lying
[00:31.84] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[00:36.70] My whole life is a mockery
[00:41.51] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[00:47.49] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[00:54.51] What did I do?
[00:57.42] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[01:03.80] To you?
[01:07.93]
[01:13.34] Just the simple burden of breathing
[01:18.35] Forcing me down on my knees
[01:22.90] Ironic how life on paper
[01:27.42] Could look like an option for me
[01:30.92] And all the hours I've spent on lying
[01:36.55] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[01:41.32] My whole life is a mockery
[01:46.06] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[01:52.00] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[01:58.99] What did I do?
[02:01.25] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:08.48] To you?
[02:11.29] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:17.35] What did I do?
[02:20.44] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[02:26.34] I wish I knew
[02:29.60]
[02:35.44] Just what did I do?
[02:40.64] To you?
[02:44.28] I wish I knew
[02:48.05]
[02:50.24] All the hours I've spent on lying
[02:54.81] Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[02:59.67] My whole life is a mockery
[03:04.42] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[03:08.72] All the hours I've spent on lying
[03:13.14] By pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
[03:18.26] My whole life is a mockery
[03:22.87] Suicide, what beautiful luxury
[03:28.69] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:35.78] What did I do?
[03:38.22] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:45.32] To you?
[03:47.38] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[03:54.38] Come on, what did I do?
[03:56.30] (Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
[04:03.00] How I wish I knew
[04:04.66]