Sinking

[00:09.69] This is the only thing I have worth holding onto
[00:13.49] I have condensed my past to fit the lines
[00:17.75] On the pages that no one will ever see
[00:23.24] But still I fight, day after day
[00:26.31] 'Cause this is all I've ever wanted my life to be
[00:30.43] And I push everything I've ever loved away
[00:35.26] To keep myself from sinking
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[00:48.55] If I find the bad in everything, I can never be attached
[00:56.25] I'm trying to find a balance, trying to find my way
[01:01.90] And every choice I've ever made brings me
[01:05.07] Anywhere but home
[01:07.90] But I've welcomed sacrifice with open arms
[01:13.29] And I will never regret my decision
[01:19.66] This is the only thing I have worth holding on to
[01:21.48] This is the only thing that makes me feel alive
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[01:47.27] I've simply been searching for the right place to rest my head
[01:54.62] I'm searching for common ground
[01:57.02] Between all that I am and all that you need me to be
[02:02.37] I've seen a future and want nothing to do with it
[02:05.76] A constant campaign to impress those who never ever cared
[02:13.34] I'm struggling but I won't allow myself to sink
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[02:32.26] You know where to find me
[02:35.71] I keep my composure and assume my place
[02:39.56] In front of the people I love most
[02:44.68] You're the reason why we're here
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[02:54.56] I'm struggling, but I won't allow myself to sink
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