why do i feel this way...

Looking at life, I see
Everything wrong white me
And every day it hits me
Harder than before that
I'm just a broken man
And I don't understand
I climb my hardest
But I never leave the floor

I keep trying and trying
But I keep on falling down
I keep trying and trying
But I can't stop falling down

Why do I feel this way
When I mess up all the time
I found a friend called Grace
Without her, I can't survive
I know she's mine
But I still live colorblind
So why do I feel this way

Throughts racing through my head
Memories I can't forget
Of all the same times I tried
To walk this path alone and
I fell back down instead
My heart so filled with dread
I'm scared that i won't have
The strength to make it home

I keep trying and trying
But I keep on falling down
I keep trying, trying
But I can't stop falling down

Why do I feel this way
When I mess up all the time
I found a friend called Grace
Without her, I can't survive
I know she's mine
But I still live colorblind
Oh why do I feel this way

(Why do)
Why
(Why do)
Why
(I feel this way)
(Why do)
Why
(Why do)
Why
(I feel this way)

I don't wanna keep on falling down
(I feel this way)
It's so easy staying on the ground
(I feel this way)

Why do I feel this way
When I mess up all the time
I found a friend called Grace
Without her, I can't survive
I know she's mine
So I won't live colorblind

Oh why do I feel this way
I finally feel okay