Still Here

[00:15.91] Who are you when nobody watching
[00:17.37] Too often I find myself lost in my head
[00:19.42] I ain't really open to
[00:20.52] Talking bout all of my problems
[00:21.94] I'd probably wind up just popping
[00:23.46] These drugs in my hand
[00:24.47] I'm walkin these streets on my own
[00:25.79] If you spotted me honestly
[00:26.88] Go on and leave me alone
[00:28.42] I can not tell you what I want but I know
[00:30.22] It lies further than this place
[00:31.38] That we call a home
[00:32.48] I'd rather keep wondering on and on
[00:34.30] Until all of a sudden I pause and I break
[00:36.40] What matters is hundreds of others
[00:37.86] Keep holding on to setting suns
[00:39.43] That's shit that I hate
[00:40.57] Going outside
[00:41.52] Don't wanna go for ride
[00:43.05] Don't want to open the blinds
[00:44.45] Just don't wanna think about trying
[00:45.98] Cause every time I try
[00:47.07] I end up just lying in bed awake
[00:49.06] Wishing for better days
[00:50.57] Don't wanna medicate
[00:51.96] This ADHD keep fucking with me
[00:53.72] And I see it just ain't the same
[00:55.51] Closing my eyes
[00:56.55] Why would I even wanna try
[00:57.94] Tell mom I'm gone
[00:59.58] Don't wanna die
[01:00.55] Know I'd feel better inside
[01:02.09] Now I'm alone
[01:04.52] Loneliness kills
[01:05.58] Still
[01:06.03] Can not stand being alone
[01:07.38] But I love how it feels
[01:08.55] Real
[01:09.03] Maybe thats all that I want
[01:10.27] To stop takin these pills
[01:11.48] Still
[01:11.96] Don't think I ever gon' stop
[01:13.56] To be a lost cause
[01:15.06] Promises cause scars
[01:16.55] The kind that you know
[01:17.46] That are never gon' heal
[01:20.53] Don't think about me
[01:21.49] Forgetting everything
[01:22.53] You thought that I was
[01:23.55] Nobody listening
[01:24.54] This is just part of the reason
[01:25.98] That I don't mind taking these drugs
[01:27.53] Don't wait round no more
[01:29.52] Feel like your killing me slow
[01:31.44] Say that you're breaking it off
[01:33.00] Don't understand what it cost
[01:34.38] Taken my life and my soul
[01:37.47] In love with the money
[01:38.52] But I know that shit is something
[01:39.53] I don't need
[01:41.52] Hunits and hunits keep piling all on me
[01:45.51] Know that they probably
[01:46.59] Circling back for me
[01:48.41] Dump out the back on me
[01:50.43] Tell all brothers I'm coming home
[01:52.07] Who are you when nobody watching
[01:53.45] Too often I find myself lost in my head
[01:55.52] I ain't really open to
[01:56.42] Talking bout all of my problems
[01:57.98] I'd probably wind up just popping
[01:59.49] These drugs in my hand
[02:00.50] I'm walkin these streets on my own
[02:01.93] If you spotted me honestly
[02:03.06] Go on and leave me alone
[02:04.46] I can not tell you what I want but I know
[02:06.09] It lies further than this place
[02:07.12] That we call a home
[02:08.58] I'd rather keep wondering on and on
[02:10.38] Until all of a sudden I pause and I break
[02:12.36] What matters is hundreds of others
[02:13.83] Keep holding on to setting suns
[02:15.43] That's shit that I hate
[02:16.54] Going outside
[02:17.57] Don't wanna go for ride
[02:18.95] Don't want to open the blinds
[02:20.59] Just don't wanna think about trying
[02:21.98] Cause every time I try
[02:23.13] I end up just lying in bed awake
[02:25.06] Wishing for better days
[02:26.41] Don't wanna medicate
[02:27.97] This ADHD keep fucking with me
[02:29.98] And I see it just ain't the same
[02:31.51] Closing my eyes
[02:32.57] Why would I even wanna try
[02:33.90] Tell mom I'm gone
[02:35.55] Don't wanna die
[02:36.54] Know I'd feel better inside
[02:38.05] Now I'm alone
[02:40.87]