I Hate Growing Up

Remember the day that I woke up
Everything thing suck I wanna throw up
I hate that I grew up
Why that life is so hard
Nothing that I can stop
I have to move on the top
I promise myself that I can't stop
So now I'm waiting till my heartbeat drop
Let the beat drop

Yeah everyday wake up I just wanna throw up
I don't wanna grow up
I just wanna make a hit and blow up
Living my life on a breakup
My past gonna go clean up
All of my odds wanna beat up
Yeah Turn the beat up
Big MV ain't playin
Lookin for the escape plan
What is the life
born to die
Born to cry
Bones and minds
Wanna go die
Wanna go die
Wanna go die
Wanna go die
Wanna go die
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Rest in peace to my mind
Anxiety and Xanax
Making life bed time
Imma go get fine

Rest in peace to my mind
Anxiety and Xanax
Making life bed time
Imma go get fine

I don't want pain
I just want smile on my face
Smoke a cigarette
burn it on my wrist

I don't want pain
I just wanna put me in the grave
To ma momma who raised me
Momma that's not your mistake