Golgotha (Genesis 7:23)

Don't get too close
I'm not to be approached
I've slit too many throats and just want to be alone
Dead meat for the pigs to feast
Deep in the dirt for worms to eat
I just want to be alone.

All my life on my own, i swear to god i'll burn my home
I just want to be alone

I feel the decay spreading through my headspace
All life fails me as my headaches

Trust me I'll never grieve, of everything snatched away from me
Is there a point to even existing?
Is there a God and is he listening?
The church bells are ringing, I know what they're thinking:

"Kill, Kill, kill the fucking weak,"
From the heart of the church and I bring only suffering
The masses pray for death,
I am the scourge of everything.
If you bleed, you'll fucking bleed for me.