Journey

It seems I was asleep
Stuck in this image too deep
But finally I realize I breathe
It's the first time in a long time
Feeling something - hearing myself a little more
It seems I was asleep
Still dizzy - laying on the sheets
You were my anesthetic
Devoting yourself to me on repeat but suddenly you leave me
I realize I start to breathe
A bitter taste of complacency
A heavy weight disappears from my chest
Wondering if nothing of it lasts
Disappointment
Self-destruction
Aimlessly in dissonance

Now I begin to feel that everything is real
It seems I was asleep
Stuck in this image too deep

Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me
Let me release this pain of agony
Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me
But finally I realize I breathe

I realize I breathe and I begin to feel again
Asleep I tried to avoid to face you
But always thought I will wake up soon enough
And I begin to see right through your pitch black colored eyes

The first time in a decade being myself
Crawling until I feel relief

Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me
Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me

It's the first time in a long time
Feeling something - hearing myself a little more
It seems I was asleep
Dreaming nothing but I awoke free falling
I look at what remains
Hope is a far away place
I'm blinded by your chasing eyes

Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me
Let me release this pain of agony
Chasing eyes - colors of lies
Rain down on me
But finally I realize I breathe