Megalomania

You keep sucking your dick
Isolation from the world

And keep hurting yourself
Comfortable to stay dead

Feels like always surrounded by enemy
Ugly ones envy you

But everything is your delusion

You are just alone in the darkness
Scattered thoughts fullfill your mind
Unstoppable Megalomania

Closed your mind
Stuck on your mind
Crank and fragile
It keeps agitating
Abused by your delusion

Feel alive while harming yourself
You love harm yourself
You cannot get out of your mind
Can't see the world without your filter

You think your delusion is the reality

You servile and dirty
Endless envy suffocates you
Unconsciously
Self harm became your routine
Emptiness will take over if you stop it

How many times you hurt your mind
You cannot feel the pain anymore
Shaming yourself saves you from the pain

Closed your mind
Stuck on your mind
Crank and fragile
It keeps agitating
Abused by your delusion

Feel alive while harming yourself
You love harm yourself
You cannot get out of your mind
Can't see the world without your filter

In fear of judgement
Eyes closed
Cannot move
You will not see the light
You cannot earn anything
Your life is worthless

Nothing will remain
Dying with nihility
Fearful
This is the end of everything