I Fall Apart

[00:21.21] There's a lot that I been trying to discuss
[00:23.48] Cuz it's like everything I do now
[00:24.90] Just reminds me of us
[00:26.05] And how could I possibly go find
[00:27.35] Another partner I trust
[00:28.65] When you left with part of me
[00:29.75] And left the other part of me crushed
[00:31.48] You ever been in love
[00:32.23] With somebody for so long
[00:34.12] That you afraid of what's gon happen
[00:35.43] If you don't hold on
[00:37.08] So instead of letting go
[00:38.03] You just hold on tight
[00:39.50] Loving you was like
[00:40.43] The first time I rode my bike
[00:42.03] I fell hard
[00:42.88] Not talking to you
[00:43.67] All throughout my day
[00:44.75] Has felt odd
[00:45.59] I miss when I would lay it down
[00:46.73] And you would tell me I'm a God
[00:48.27] Bae my ego like my shoulders
[00:49.46] Sometimes it need a massage
[00:50.75] I wish you looked at it broad enough
[00:52.33] To see the bigger picture
[00:53.55] But you telling me it's tough for you
[00:55.04] My life without you in it
[00:56.20] Is some shit that I just suffer through
[00:57.96] Ever since I fumbled you
[00:59.07] I only seem to covet you
[01:00.41] But bae I won't recover
[01:01.58] Til the day that I recover you
[01:03.05] I've tried so many remedies
[01:04.82] You was begging like please nigga
[01:06.03] Now it's nigga please
[01:07.41] Said you tired of inconsistencies
[01:09.47] And bae I get it
[01:10.39] I tire of me consistently
[01:11.90] See the man in the mirror
[01:13.00] And wish I looked at him differently
[01:14.42] Wish he had different tendencies
[01:15.83] Addicted to these bad habits
[01:17.58] Trying to see how many swishers
[01:18.85] Kill an asthmatic
[01:20.24] Had some ideas
[01:21.10] That wasn't that pragmatic
[01:22.59] Fell down flat on my back
[01:24.12] But I'm back at it
[01:24.88] You know I fall apart sometimes
[01:26.15] It's no secret
[01:27.22] Sometimes I show heart
[01:28.31] Sometimes I show weakness
[01:29.82] You say I ain't shit
[01:30.89] Babygirl we in agreement
[01:32.67] I am not the nigga
[01:33.55] That you wanna start a team with
[01:35.14] Cuz I fall apart sometimes
[01:36.41] It's no secret
[01:37.85] I always seemed to drown
[01:38.90] The times I fell deepest
[01:40.68] My list got way more regrets
[01:42.06] Than achievements
[01:43.28] One voice message from my ex
[01:44.74] In my recents
[01:46.08] She said
[01:47.02] It's obvious we ain't gon last
[01:48.75] But a part of me feels like it ain't so sad
[01:50.76] Cuz at least we both still young
[01:52.21] Calen I figured I would hold your son
[01:54.25] But I guess you figured
[01:55.05] That the hoes more fun
[01:56.13] So imma go don't run
[01:57.58] And try chasing me
[01:58.44] Telling me you gon change
[01:59.59] After everything that you did
[02:00.82] I could never see you the same
[02:02.14] I'm forever feeling this pain
[02:03.58] I'm forever feeling insane
[02:04.85] Cuz you fed me all of your game
[02:06.13] Then you left me out in the rain
[02:07.53] Instead of cleaning up my act
[02:08.88] I just do more dirt
[02:10.15] I swear I only tell you lies
[02:11.65] When the truth gon hurt
[02:12.87] It's like the more I lose you
[02:14.12] The more I lose my worth
[02:15.51] I always figured I would move on first
[02:17.51] But I ain't moved one bit
[02:18.84] I hope you never find nobody
[02:20.16] You can move on with
[02:21.52] Cuz you can't name nobody else
[02:22.82] That got you through more shit
[02:24.13] Still the only one
[02:25.01] That ever got me to commit
[02:26.87] Or submit
[02:27.42] Shit me and you just click
[02:28.73] But I'll admit
[02:29.43] I could've been
[02:30.39] A better man in your life
[02:31.55] Had some fights
[02:32.30] And I didn't always handle them right
[02:34.14] But expanded your light
[02:35.59] When you was trapped in the dark
[02:36.87] And I extracted
[02:37.98] All the past shit from your heart
[02:39.78] Like the last nigga
[02:40.50] That didn't have your back from the start
[02:42.13] He a mark
[02:42.87] Fuck that bitch nigga baby you a star
[02:44.86] I'm trying to take you to them places
[02:46.16] You can't make it in a car
[02:47.81] And treat you as amazing as you are
[02:49.74] But I fall apart sometimes
[02:51.42] It's no secret
[02:52.57] Sometimes I show heart
[02:53.71] Sometimes I show weakness
[02:55.15] You say I ain't shit
[02:56.18] Babygirl we in agreement
[02:57.93] I am not the nigga
[02:58.79] That you wanna start a team with
[03:00.55] Cuz I fall apart sometimes
[03:02.06] It's no secret
[03:03.21] Sometimes I show heart
[03:04.28] Sometimes I show weakness
[03:05.97] You say I ain't shit
[03:06.99] Babygirl we in agreement
[03:08.51] I am not the nigga
[03:09.50] That you wanna start a team with
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