Halfway Stable

Yeah I can't make my mind up, these decisions bout my life, yeah
I still call my momma for advice from time to time, yeah
I can't be myself last time I did I caused a riot, yeah
How I ain't left the town I said I would say goodbye to
Right, I think I'll whip out the mic
I think this gon be a long night, multicolored mind
When I rise, when I rise, diamonds all up in my eyes
I can't tell when it's obsessive I'll be straight I'll be alright, alright

Who, who have I become now? I can't sit to calm down
I been thinkin you, you've been gone a long while
It's bout time to come back out, I'm thinkin
Who, who have I become now? I can't sit to calm down
I been thinkin you, you've been gone a long while
It's bout time to come back out

I can't see straight my vision blurry
Need some ice like this McFlurry
Drop some spice on life like curry
I'm alright no need to worry (haha)
I feel so flirty when I rap
In my own lane, on my own path
I can't save face from in the back
So lemme just focus on where I'm at
I'm halfway stable, got two hands under the table
Roof above my head I pay for
I got dinner comin later
I will never pay for cable
I can't wait for no damn label
Fake my future for a fable
I paid the price like a payphone

Back out, back out
I think that I'll tap out
I feel I'm boutta pass out
Ooh, espresso
Keep me awake, run away from my dreams all day
Can't take this heat no more

Who, who have I become now? I can't sit to calm down
I been thinkin you, you've been gone a long while
It's bout time to come back out, I'm thinkin
Who, who have I become now? I can't sit to calm down
I been thinkin you, you've been gone a long while
It's bout time to come back out
I'm thinkin