Thirteen (Live)
๐ต 1830 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:09 duration
๐ ID: 15269772
๐ Lyrics
I've been around for a minute
I've been sleeping on the grass
Sneaking out of class
Testing boundaries and limits
Tried to make my mama laugh
Make the moments last
I'm the master of mimic
The only one I can't please is myself
I'm a shell
I can smile in a heartbeat
I try to hide the pain
Cope to find a way
But when I'm alone with the music
I am singing out my heart
Seeing all my scars
When I am alone with the music
A song feels just like sunlight on my skin
I soak it in
And I know
I am on my own
When it comes to show
My will to welcome all my ghosts
To live with them and be their host
And you feel them too
They are in the room
They're in my head and veins, they're a part of me
There's no remedy
It's easy to lose faith in fear
It's easy to break down in tears
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you pushed
Your hurt and your feelings aside
It's harder to heal when you hide
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you were only thirteen
I've been told that I'm different
Tried to fit in with the rest
Always second-guessed
Cause I never know where I'm standing
Wish I was a tree
Rooted in the deep dark ground
No limits
Cause people pleasing's just waste of time
For my peace of mind
And I know
I'mma find a way
Differentiate
Between what's now and what's passรฉ
Cause all my ghosts are here to stay
And a voice is saying I am heard
Worthy of a world
Where friends will hold my hand
Through pain and fear
Till it dissappears
It's easy to lose faith in fear
Easy to break down in tears
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you pushed
Your hurt and your feelings aside
Harder to heal when you hide
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you were only thirteen
Huh
Huh
Huh
You were only thirteen yeah
Huh
Huh
Huh
You were thirteen
Huh
Huh
Huh
Huh huh huh
Huh
Huh
Huh
I've been sleeping on the grass
Sneaking out of class
Testing boundaries and limits
Tried to make my mama laugh
Make the moments last
I'm the master of mimic
The only one I can't please is myself
I'm a shell
I can smile in a heartbeat
I try to hide the pain
Cope to find a way
But when I'm alone with the music
I am singing out my heart
Seeing all my scars
When I am alone with the music
A song feels just like sunlight on my skin
I soak it in
And I know
I am on my own
When it comes to show
My will to welcome all my ghosts
To live with them and be their host
And you feel them too
They are in the room
They're in my head and veins, they're a part of me
There's no remedy
It's easy to lose faith in fear
It's easy to break down in tears
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you pushed
Your hurt and your feelings aside
It's harder to heal when you hide
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you were only thirteen
I've been told that I'm different
Tried to fit in with the rest
Always second-guessed
Cause I never know where I'm standing
Wish I was a tree
Rooted in the deep dark ground
No limits
Cause people pleasing's just waste of time
For my peace of mind
And I know
I'mma find a way
Differentiate
Between what's now and what's passรฉ
Cause all my ghosts are here to stay
And a voice is saying I am heard
Worthy of a world
Where friends will hold my hand
Through pain and fear
Till it dissappears
It's easy to lose faith in fear
Easy to break down in tears
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you pushed
Your hurt and your feelings aside
Harder to heal when you hide
From the pain
That you felt a long time ago
When you were only thirteen
Huh
Huh
Huh
You were only thirteen yeah
Huh
Huh
Huh
You were thirteen
Huh
Huh
Huh
Huh huh huh
Huh
Huh
Huh
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.55] I've been around for a minute
[00:03.09] I've been sleeping on the grass
[00:04.13] Sneaking out of class
[00:05.48] Testing boundaries and limits
[00:08.11] Tried to make my mama laugh
[00:09.26] Make the moments last
[00:10.55] I'm the master of mimic
[00:13.26] The only one I can't please is myself
[00:17.73] I'm a shell
[00:20.65] I can smile in a heartbeat
[00:23.43] I try to hide the pain
[00:24.42] Cope to find a way
[00:25.44] But when I'm alone with the music
[00:28.30] I am singing out my heart
[00:29.50] Seeing all my scars
[00:30.51] When I am alone with the music
[00:33.52] A song feels just like sunlight on my skin
[00:37.43] I soak it in
[00:40.79] And I know
[00:42.18] I am on my own
[00:44.67] When it comes to show
[00:46.65] My will to welcome all my ghosts
[00:49.30] To live with them and be their host
[00:52.03] And you feel them too
[00:54.74] They are in the room
[00:56.76] They're in my head and veins, they're a part of me
[01:00.99] There's no remedy
[01:03.28] It's easy to lose faith in fear
[01:05.81] It's easy to break down in tears
[01:08.49] From the pain
[01:10.06] That you felt a long time ago
[01:12.44] When you pushed
[01:13.39] Your hurt and your feelings aside
[01:15.99] It's harder to heal when you hide
[01:18.33] From the pain
[01:19.90] That you felt a long time ago
[01:22.26] When you were only thirteen
[01:26.49] I've been told that I'm different
[01:28.97] Tried to fit in with the rest
[01:30.19] Always second-guessed
[01:31.14] Cause I never know where I'm standing
[01:34.20] Wish I was a tree
[01:35.21] Rooted in the deep dark ground
[01:37.19] No limits
[01:39.11] Cause people pleasing's just waste of time
[01:43.22] For my peace of mind
[01:46.40] And I know
[01:47.83] I'mma find a way
[01:50.35] Differentiate
[01:52.40] Between what's now and what's passรฉ
[01:54.92] Cause all my ghosts are here to stay
[01:57.32] And a voice is saying I am heard
[02:00.45] Worthy of a world
[02:02.52] Where friends will hold my hand
[02:04.26] Through pain and fear
[02:06.80] Till it dissappears
[02:08.89] It's easy to lose faith in fear
[02:11.26] Easy to break down in tears
[02:13.99] From the pain
[02:15.69] That you felt a long time ago
[02:18.05] When you pushed
[02:18.94] Your hurt and your feelings aside
[02:21.64] Harder to heal when you hide
[02:24.14] From the pain
[02:25.64] That you felt a long time ago
[02:28.08] When you were only thirteen
[02:31.74] Huh
[02:34.21] Huh
[02:36.77] Huh
[02:38.32] You were only thirteen yeah
[02:41.82] Huh
[02:44.34] Huh
[02:46.96] Huh
[02:48.77] You were thirteen
[03:32.39] Huh
[03:34.88] Huh
[03:37.42] Huh
[03:39.22] Huh huh huh
[03:42.58] Huh
[03:45.08] Huh
[03:47.50] Huh
[03:49.40]
[00:03.09] I've been sleeping on the grass
[00:04.13] Sneaking out of class
[00:05.48] Testing boundaries and limits
[00:08.11] Tried to make my mama laugh
[00:09.26] Make the moments last
[00:10.55] I'm the master of mimic
[00:13.26] The only one I can't please is myself
[00:17.73] I'm a shell
[00:20.65] I can smile in a heartbeat
[00:23.43] I try to hide the pain
[00:24.42] Cope to find a way
[00:25.44] But when I'm alone with the music
[00:28.30] I am singing out my heart
[00:29.50] Seeing all my scars
[00:30.51] When I am alone with the music
[00:33.52] A song feels just like sunlight on my skin
[00:37.43] I soak it in
[00:40.79] And I know
[00:42.18] I am on my own
[00:44.67] When it comes to show
[00:46.65] My will to welcome all my ghosts
[00:49.30] To live with them and be their host
[00:52.03] And you feel them too
[00:54.74] They are in the room
[00:56.76] They're in my head and veins, they're a part of me
[01:00.99] There's no remedy
[01:03.28] It's easy to lose faith in fear
[01:05.81] It's easy to break down in tears
[01:08.49] From the pain
[01:10.06] That you felt a long time ago
[01:12.44] When you pushed
[01:13.39] Your hurt and your feelings aside
[01:15.99] It's harder to heal when you hide
[01:18.33] From the pain
[01:19.90] That you felt a long time ago
[01:22.26] When you were only thirteen
[01:26.49] I've been told that I'm different
[01:28.97] Tried to fit in with the rest
[01:30.19] Always second-guessed
[01:31.14] Cause I never know where I'm standing
[01:34.20] Wish I was a tree
[01:35.21] Rooted in the deep dark ground
[01:37.19] No limits
[01:39.11] Cause people pleasing's just waste of time
[01:43.22] For my peace of mind
[01:46.40] And I know
[01:47.83] I'mma find a way
[01:50.35] Differentiate
[01:52.40] Between what's now and what's passรฉ
[01:54.92] Cause all my ghosts are here to stay
[01:57.32] And a voice is saying I am heard
[02:00.45] Worthy of a world
[02:02.52] Where friends will hold my hand
[02:04.26] Through pain and fear
[02:06.80] Till it dissappears
[02:08.89] It's easy to lose faith in fear
[02:11.26] Easy to break down in tears
[02:13.99] From the pain
[02:15.69] That you felt a long time ago
[02:18.05] When you pushed
[02:18.94] Your hurt and your feelings aside
[02:21.64] Harder to heal when you hide
[02:24.14] From the pain
[02:25.64] That you felt a long time ago
[02:28.08] When you were only thirteen
[02:31.74] Huh
[02:34.21] Huh
[02:36.77] Huh
[02:38.32] You were only thirteen yeah
[02:41.82] Huh
[02:44.34] Huh
[02:46.96] Huh
[02:48.77] You were thirteen
[03:32.39] Huh
[03:34.88] Huh
[03:37.42] Huh
[03:39.22] Huh huh huh
[03:42.58] Huh
[03:45.08] Huh
[03:47.50] Huh
[03:49.40]