Anhedonia

[00:12.52] There's holes inside
[00:14.44] Sinking my mind
[00:16.06] I'm drifting unsatisfied
[00:18.07] Might be the other side
[00:19.20] It's just life all on my own
[00:22.58] If I can get through the night
[00:24.62] I might see the day
[00:26.82] Brace the tide I don't want to drown
[00:30.18] This ship is sinking with the pain and the misery
[00:33.39] Nowhere to hide I'm sick
[00:37.01] I'm sick of feeling like I'm dying inside out
[00:43.70] I want to close my eyes and see a paradise
[00:50.46] Just want to wake up with a smile on my face
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[01:22.13] I'm tired
[01:26.06] Of feeling this way
[01:28.82] Swallow the pills
[01:32.35] And fall asleep
[01:35.85] Don't wanna feel anything
[01:50.58] God pull the trigger end it all
[01:55.57] This life isn't worth it
[01:57.46] God pull the trigger end it all
[02:01.67] Can't stand the pain any longer
[02:06.76] There's holes inside
[02:08.42] Sinking my mind
[02:10.01] I'm drifting unsatisfied
[02:12.25] Might be the other side
[02:13.64] It's just life all on my own
[02:16.88] If I can get through the night
[02:19.05] I might see the day
[02:20.29] There's holes inside
[02:21.82] Sinking my mind
[02:23.48] I'm drifting unsatisfied
[02:25.63] Might be the other side
[02:26.98] It's just life all on my own
[02:30.26] If I can get through the night
[02:32.43] I might just see the day
[02:38.77] So here's to hoping I feel okay
[02:45.67] Here's to hoping I feel, oh no
[02:48.75] This is hell
[02:50.56] Get me out
[02:52.26] Get me out of my own head
[02:54.45] No, this is hell
[02:57.16] Get me out
[02:58.72] Here's to hoping I come out alive
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