Meaningless

[01:01.45] I still smell of sweat
[01:04.93] Still the scent of my giving in
[01:11.24] Tried to feel regret
[01:14.60] But I want it to stay on my skin
[01:21.38] I still fantasize
[01:24.74] Close my eyes to the wrong again
[01:31.09] Still those 'fuck me' eyes
[01:34.43] As I'm licking the palm of my hand
[01:40.78] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[01:47.61] When you are so damn far away
[01:52.66] And everything feels meaningless
[01:57.55] And I am not mine?
[02:00.66] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[02:07.42] When you are so damn far away
[02:12.46] And everything feels meaningless
[02:17.43] And I am not mine?
[02:25.61]
[02:40.82] I still smell of sex
[02:44.24] Still her taste on my fingertips
[02:50.60] Try to feel remorse
[02:54.20] But it's hard with her wet on my lips
[03:00.11] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[03:07.02] When you are so damn far away
[03:12.03] And everything feels meaningless
[03:17.09] And I am not mine?
[03:20.08] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[03:26.97] When you are so damn far away
[03:31.95] And all I do seems meaningless
[03:36.80] And I am not mine?
[03:42.93] I need something of my own
[03:46.04] Something with a locked door
[03:52.16] A room just for me alone
[03:57.09] Something that I can control
[04:06.18] I need something of my own
[04:10.00] I need something cutting to the bone
[04:16.19] I need something that is mine
[04:21.96] If that must be guilt then fine (How the hell)
[04:26.84] I wanted something nice and fine
[04:31.89] This guilt is a hole but it's mine
[04:37.79] I wanted something nice
[04:41.73] This guilt is a hole but it's mine
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