Life's a Joke (And so Am I)

[00:27.66] Back in the days when the spark was still there
[00:29.59] "Drink 'til we die," 'cause who fuckin' cares?
[00:31.93] The crowd is different, yet nothing has changed
[00:33.87] I have this feeling that my life is going down the drain
[00:36.36] People always tell me if I keep this up I'll die
[00:38.56] Truth be told, I don't really mind
[00:40.64] 'Cause to me happiness is a lie
[00:42.86] I want my outside to look just like my insides
[00:50.94] I stop and laugh 'cause life's a fuckin' joke
[01:01.81] The past is checkered, the future is bleak
[01:04.06] I've come no closer to the answers I seek
[01:06.48] I'm feeling desperate, I'm close to the end
[01:08.31] Pain won't last against a permanent solution
[01:10.89] I find a building, the tallest I see
[01:13.05] Take the biggest jump and realize I'm free
[01:14.81] Before it's over I laugh one more time
[01:16.74] Suicide's a relief that's why they made it a crime
[01:25.31] And one more time I laugh 'cause it's a joke
[01:35.87] My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
[01:38.09] I hate everything and everyone sucks
[01:39.99] Negative thoughts running through my brain
[01:42.10] Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?
[01:44.52] My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
[01:46.73] I hate everything and everyone sucks
[01:48.58] Negative thoughts running through my brain
[01:50.25] Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?
[01:52.25] Let's go!
[02:01.51] My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
[02:03.50] I hate everything and everyone sucks
[02:05.63] Negative thoughts running through my brain
[02:07.68] Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?
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