MHS

[00:11.35] Knew by the first touch
[00:12.54] The first glance
[00:13.23] My first blush
[00:14.39] That I was something special
[00:15.36] I was someone you couldn't touch
[00:16.96] Unless you worked and made it happen
[00:18.77] Then the whole thing became different
[00:20.32] It's my life I wanna live it
[00:21.92] If it's yours then it's your business
[00:23.31] Blurry eyes and a Discman that still works
[00:25.95] Yeah it hurts
[00:26.77] When it shatters in a million pieces first
[00:29.22] I can tell the way that I knew I was different
[00:32.23] Trying to mingle but when I talk no one listens
[00:35.03] But my eyes can glisten
[00:36.31] They can cry all they want and I can hide all day long
[00:39.17] How is it that a child can feel like he don't belong
[00:41.92] I kept my chin up and I did a bunch of drugs
[00:44.64] I don't regret it now but I know I had enough
[00:47.43] It's all these years where we just tried to fill a void
[00:50.88] At least we weren't alone smoking weed
[00:52.45] Paranoid
[00:53.29] Unknown pills from parents' bathrooms our noses like vacuums
[00:56.74] Up all night on the chat rooms chatting away with Matthew
[00:59.79] And all these years where we just tried to fill a void
[01:02.58] We just tried to fill a void
[01:05.18] We just tried to fill a
[01:07.99] Just tried to fill a void
[01:12.00] We just tried to fill a void
[01:14.73] Just tried to fill a void
[01:17.97] We just tried to fill a void
[01:20.66] Just tried to fill a void
[01:22.87] Countless nights star gazing
[01:24.91] Holy dope that we are blazing
[01:26.74] New feelings it's amazing
[01:29.42] Kisses by the water
[01:30.88] I'm an unruly daughter
[01:32.72] Yeah I make her wanna slap her
[01:34.16] But she knows that I love her
[01:35.88] I feel a lot and sometimes it just gets too much
[01:38.03] My breathing changes and my neck it tingles
[01:40.69] I get a rush
[01:41.66] It's adrenaline
[01:42.86] I'm in survival mode
[01:44.31] I fucking hate it
[01:45.39] But it's my normal mode
[01:47.28] Gotta learn gotta live
[01:48.80] Another day
[01:50.42] Are you feeling fine
[01:51.61] Yeah I'm okay
[01:53.02] I got 5 on it though,
[01:55.09] Were 4 on a blunt
[01:56.47] I know you think it's too much
[01:58.33] But we broke, we wanna smoke
[01:59.73] And we just tried to fill a void
[02:02.36] So many things we want to avoid
[02:05.21] And we just tried to fill a void
[02:08.32] We just tried to fill a void
[02:11.64] We just tried to fill a void
[02:14.81] Just tried to fill a void
[02:17.65] We just tried to fill a void
[02:20.52] Just tried to fill a void
[02:23.37] We just tried to fill a void
[02:25.31] Just tried to fill a void
[02:28.44] We just tried to fill a void
[02:31.92] Just tried to fill a void
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