i jus cant do this (feat. odihu)

Just another Monday, got to get through it
Late to all my classes, they don't want excuses
Sun's been shining, I still feel useless
Put a hole inside my wall 'cause I just can't do this
I'm friends with love but I'm also friends with hate
When I try to talk, I can't conversate
Open up my laptop, use it all day
I love the way I live and I don't wanna change

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, woah-oh

Off of the pills, I throw up in the backseat
Don't know where I am, don't think I'll ever be happy
Said that I'm pretty but I feel like you're capping
Don't wanna live, I feel like napping
Crying all the time 'cause the thoughts insidе my mind
I feel like a waste of time, I just wish that I was blind
I wish you wеre by my side, I think 'bout you all the time
I just wish you didn't die, wish you didn't suicide
Cook a razor blade on the stove, it burns
When you killed yourself, that shit really hurt
But I cannot wait 'til it's my turn
Won't be swimming with the fishes, but be flying with the birds

Just another Monday, got to get through it
Late to all my classes, they don't want excuses
Sun's been shining, I still feel useless
Put a hole inside my wall 'cause I just can't do this
I'm friends with love but I'm also friends with hate
When I try to talk, I can't conversate
Open up my laptop, use it all day
I love the way I live and I don't wanna change

I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away