Suck It Up

[00:15.39] I know I should text you it's getting late
[00:18.85] Make sure you're okay 'cause I know you hate
[00:22.62] Sleeping alone in your bed
[00:25.22] I'm in my head
[00:26.83] I got to get away
[00:29.89] I've been doing my best to be
[00:32.48] The magic that you see in me
[00:36.25] But I'm losing sight of where I'm going
[00:39.94] Going
[00:40.71] Going
[00:41.76] Going
[00:42.51] Going
[00:43.38] Going
[00:44.46] Going
[00:45.19] Going
[00:46.24] Going
[00:47.08] Go
[00:47.82] Going out with your friends
[00:49.45] And you don't understand
[00:51.37] Why I can't just suck it up
[00:54.51] I've been so lonely lately
[00:56.16] But I can't communicate it
[00:59.35] And I'm scared I've had enough
[01:02.03] Now you're calling me
[01:03.38] With everything that's wrong today
[01:05.15] I wish I could help you but I don't know what I'm supposed to say
[01:08.10] Crying over split ends
[01:10.73] Wasted on the weekends
[01:12.34] Spending all your money
[01:13.99] On coffee and serotonin
[01:16.35] I know I need to hold you up when your down
[01:20.03] But lately I've been having trouble
[01:22.73] Getting off the ground myself
[01:24.58] When you're around I level out
[01:27.25] That's just not what I need right now
[01:34.66] Going out with your friends
[01:36.18] And you don't understand
[01:38.03] Why I can't just suck it up
[01:41.21] I've been so lonely lately
[01:42.81] But I can't communicate it
[01:46.04] And I'm scared I've had enough
[01:48.76] I've been doing my best to be
[01:51.63] The magic that you see in me
[01:55.12] But I'm losing sight of where I'm going
[02:02.89]
[02:17.44] I'm scared
[02:22.02] That I can't just suck it up
[02:24.68] I'm scared
[02:29.13] That I can't just suck it up
[02:31.83] I'm scared
[02:36.44] That I can't just suck it up
[02:39.19] I'm scared
[02:41.75] I'm scared
[02:46.05]
[03:00.79] Going out with your friends
[03:02.94] And you don't understand
[03:04.60] Why I can't just suck it up
[03:07.47] I've been so lonely lately
[03:09.09] But I can't communicate it
[03:12.49] And I'm scared I've had enough
[03:15.11] I've been doing my best to be
[03:17.83] The magic that you see in me
[03:21.67] But I'm losing sight of where I'm going
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