Lay It Down

Boy, boy
Wish you know the truth
I lay it down for you
I was so into you
I was consumed by you

I, I am not bulletproof
I need protection too
And in this ocean blue
I find to remember you

This is what I tell myself
It's a better way
Having illusion (not sure)
Now saying that I love you less today
Convenient for you I starting to fade
You push me harder till I finally break
Know you care but it's hard to explain
A thousand different things going on in this game
You said I worried too much but it's okay
If you can't accept me the real way that I am
Tell it to my face and I'll take it like a man
Something just happened not according to plan
I'll take care of myself the best way
I know I can

Boy, boy
Wish you know the truth
I lay it down for you
I was so into you
I was consumed by you

I, I am not bulletproof
I need protection too
And in this ocean blue
I find to remember you

(not sure)
I get that there is so many fishes in the sea
I already have low self esteem
(not sure) I'll never be the girl of your dream
Know this sounds ridiculous but that is just how I feel
Don't get anymore cause the struggle is real
And I don't wanna struggle it's not a big deal
I'll leave you alone this time for real
Keep your heart cause it's not mine to keep
I sort of thinking of you before I go to sleep
But I promise I won't cry, I won't be weak
Just let me go darling, darling please

Boy, boy
Wish you know the truth
I lay it down for you
I was so into you
I was consumed by you