Do You Wanna Keep Trying?

I
Wonder what its like being so fucking content
Cause getting out the suburbs
Doesn't mean you're getting better its all
So Convoluted
And I'm so low
Whats your damage?
I just stand around as everything falls
Down
The silver lining never felt so Far away
All it does is suffocate me
You're all strangers in my bed
My skin means nothing to me
It means nothing to me

You
You're everything i want
But i cant have
Its so unfulfilling fucking god i hate this city
I cant
What are you holding on to?
What do you want from me?
All you do is suffocate me
You're a stranger in my bed
This shit means nothing to me
You mean nothing to me

Im so uninspired I'm so sick and fucking tired
You seem so unaffected
But I'm running out of breath
And I'm done being tethered by the strings
That hold me
I cant see a thing
I haven't felt since last September
And i can only raise the stakes but what does it matter