THESE DAYS

[00:12.48] Yeah
[00:13.21] These days I'm weighing it different
[00:15.08] When I pray I'm praying He listens
[00:16.59] You paying attention
[00:17.35] I make a distinction
[00:18.35] Not just say it but actually live it
[00:19.99] Man I got a cousin who stay in the trenches
[00:21.75] And it's weighing on me
[00:22.81] All his drama is staying on me
[00:24.10] And my lady she laying on me
[00:25.36] All I'm thinking is how could I miss it
[00:26.92] Man am I losing my hope
[00:28.42] Maybe so I'm cutting it close
[00:30.05] Hang it up then gimme the rope
[00:31.58] Gimme room to grow as I go
[00:33.64] Uh I wanna live it exposed
[00:35.18] So these days I ain't strolling
[00:37.24] I gotta get on my toes
[00:38.85] Coz ain't nothing else that can hold em
[00:40.60] These days
[00:42.39] I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
[00:45.76] It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
[00:49.34] I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
[00:52.41] Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
[00:55.93] I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
[00:59.37] It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
[01:02.95] I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
[01:06.25] Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
[01:08.81] I wake up and cry again
[01:10.07] Look in my daughter two eyes I'm seeing my why
[01:12.40] And think I should try again
[01:13.50] But depression is shooting and firing
[01:15.26] All the pressure I'm facing is tiring
[01:17.08] The pressure to make it I'm sounding complacent
[01:18.87] But never evasive or violent
[01:20.32] If you knew what I'm facing in silence but I own it
[01:22.93] Each morning I wake up with focus
[01:24.48] Could be carried away in a moment
[01:26.27] So I carry the weight on my shoulders
[01:28.05] All the barriers made for the chosen
[01:29.36] Look at my agony there in the open
[01:31.11] Walking a path that I thought wasn't broken uh
[01:33.77] Forget what I thought
[01:34.78] Coz these days I just wanna be home believe
[01:36.87] I just wanna be free
[01:38.45] My thoughts they don't control a thing
[01:40.24] They ain't holding me
[01:42.04] Man these days I just wanna be heard is God still holding me
[01:45.11] Coz these days I just want to retreat
[01:46.98] Where no one else can be don't you see
[01:49.35] These days
[01:50.89] I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
[01:54.23] It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
[01:57.68] I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
[02:01.22] Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
[02:04.66] I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
[02:08.06] It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
[02:11.37] I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
[02:14.72] Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
[02:29.66] Aye
[02:30.34] These days
[02:32.92] I weren't prepared for these days
[02:36.35] I wasn't prepared for these days
[02:40.50] I'm full of fear these days
[02:42.81] I should be strong but I'm lonely
[02:46.22] I should be well but I'm weary
[02:49.53] I should be far from this place now
[02:52.93] Jesus can you come and save me
[02:56.89] Aye
[02:57.89] These days
[03:00.27] I wasn't prepared for these days
[03:03.85] I'm crying hard these days
[03:07.21] I'm shedding tears these days
[03:10.24] I just wanna love you more and more
[03:14.34] Love you more and more
[03:18.56] These days
[03:21.10] Ahh these days
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